this hurts me soo much

Feeling: volatile
Your words hurt. 'I'm over it' not exactly the reply I want to hear when I tell you I love you. It took me close to 2 years to figure it out and finally say it....I'm sorry it took so long. but your words aren't what hurt...well they hurt but not as much as your actions. I'm supposed to be your best friend, so why are you always lieing to me why are you keepings things from me. You gave her my ring and my proposal, why because she claims to have your baby. Get a DNA test and sign a prenup please..protect your self you deserve more then that. The bad part if i has to find this out from our best friend and your roommate. Your a bad friend, I hate to say it but your a really shitty friend. You keep secrets from me, you lie, you dont even fucking call or email or txt anymore. I guess were growing apart..it was bound to happen but i didnt think it would be this soon. i thought we would at least have a few more months maybe even years. I hope you now this fucking hurts!!! It kills me to think i'm losing you as a friend, because you've been there when no one else was. your the one person who has seem me at my absolute worst and you stayed my friend. you didnt judge me for the things i've done or the choices i've made. Whos gonna be my rock, my love, my friend, my confident. you're gone. as much as i dont want to admit i've lost i have. i'm not the the most important person in your life hell i'm not even 4th string anymore. its like you forgot about me. it hurts right now alot and maybe one day i'll get over it and deal with it, but right now i'm hurting and its all your fault. I Hate You. It's all the words I wish I could say.
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