Well today has been a day like any other. Woke up went to school, now I’m at school. Talking with Pam and chatting on the forum, oh those boys are so fun, I like them lots. I especially like smith, he’s such a nice guy and I like him a lot I think:S K not sure if that’s a good or bad thing! Pam said that last night after I left her work her and Braden were talking about me and Braden is apparently shocked that I’m shy. And they both agree that I should go for it and ask him to grad…maybe later once him and me oh I don’t know TALK! Since we never really to talk I should wait, as Pam put it “get friendly” and see how it goes from there. And in other news I HATE VALENTINES DAY! It’s the most depressing, idiotic holiday EVER! I hope it burns in hell, like honestly it’s a pointless holiday created in conspiracy between hallmark and the grocery stores. Here’s the way I see it; all these big hallmark fat cats were sitting in their offices one day and they were like “hey, lets team up with grocery stores and create a holiday to benefit us both. And thus the birth of Valentines Day. Like really hallmark makes money on gifts and card and all that jazz grocery stores make money off of candy and chocolate PLUS they make money off all the single alone people (like me) who go to the store and buy a tub of cookie dough and eat away their sorrows. So there I am right, valentines day is nothing more the a stupid holiday crated to depress people, even the shrinks make money off of it talking to their depressed patients who want to die. Did you know that February 14th has the highest suicide rate then any other day in the year? Gee I wonder why….hmm could it be because some people don’t have someone that loves them and their alone! NO I’M NOT BITTER! Before you say it I’m not I’m just stateing the obvious things that the rest of the world has failed to mention in the thousands of years we have been alive. Well now that I’m done that little rant I’m gonna go check out the forum……I wonder what the guys would say if I posted that…..they would all just call me bitter I know they would its how they work. -kristina