the play is over and i'm really sad, i'm gonna miss so many of them. espcially all the grads. its so upsetting that its over but i mean we still got a few months together which is good. the cast party was so much fun and it just brought us all close together for one last time. wow i sound pathetic sad cuz the show is over but i know i'm not alone, i know were all gonna miss it. ~~~~~~~~~~ over the week that we performed i wrote some poems dependsing on how i felt they go in order of when written. ~~~~~~~~~~ ONE MORE.... one more cut two more drops of blood three more reasons to hate the person i've become four more reason to hate my freinds five more guys added to the list six more insults all from them seven more ways for him to break my heart eight more people to walk out of my life nine more minutes till its all over ten more seconds and i'll be gone one more cut.... ~~~~~~~~~~ REPEAT this feelings familliar its something i cant hid from the sadness the hatered the need to fit in its happening again i think its happening again oh no its happening again not i cant take i wont repeat the past i wont become who i once was why cant it all just STOP!? ~~~~~~~~~~ WORDS you think you words dont hurt you think its all a joke ha ha ha you think they have no meaning you think its no big deal ha ha ha just wait untill you see what your words have done to me ha ha ha well the jokes on you, you wont see i'll be dead no memories of me ha ha ha