I aint in the best of moods right now i havent wirtten theres good reason my comp had a virus but its fix but i'm not. i feel weird its hard to describe. i had a dream last night that i married joey and we lived all happy like and looked like a family from an OLD NAVY comercial. it was creepy but i could see it comming true but thats not why i'm feeling weird, well k theres this guy i know chels you gonna shoot me for what i'm about to say but i just cant seem to get him outta my head, i dont know why i mean trust me i have tried but it isnt working, what doesnt help is i see him everyday almost. its kinda funny i like him and yet he barely acknowledges my exsistance. oh well i know this'll all pass over in like well prolly by the time the plays over either taht or it will get worse. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ in other news mega bad thing happened this morning in dance i strained myn right hamstring.....not good this close to recital and festival. i pulled it a few months back and now its strained and it hurts lots!! but i get to go back to physio physio is fun theres a really hot doctor type guy who works there. not that i have a chance with a 26 yr old. oh well. ooo i almost forget yesterday at my solo rehersal andrew was acting like a gay guy and it was soooo funny. i'm gonna miss andrew next year he might not be coming back to the studio! thats so gonna suck with out him, he the light in my other wise boring life, hes my andrew i actually own him, he sold himself to me for 3 dollars a bus transfer and the rest of my slurpee -X