RaNdOm ThOuGhTs

Feeling: deflated
So i;ve been writing again, i havent written in a long time and i dont know why, its the most threputic thing for me to do, it just allows me to spill everything and focus on things so heres some new stuff: LIES AND LOVE To Lie or To Love that is the real question do I lie to you tell that I'm fine do I love you tell you the truth Lie, I Choose Lie Why? Its Easy Love Hurts, You Hurt I dont wanna be Hurt not by you -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- MAKE IT COUNT Kiss me hard Hold me close Touch me soft Taste me slowly Fuck me good Its the last time No more Pretty, Pale, Face -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- PAINTINGS She paints a pretty picture For All To See She puts on the fake smile For All To See She does her hair For All To See She makes it pretty For All To See She holds her tounge For None Should Hear She screams in silence For None Should Hear She talks in whispers For None Should Hear She lies to her friends For None Should Hear -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- TO KILL A FRIEND Hold them tight Never let on Make them believe Never let on Lie to them Never let on Hurt their lifes Never let on Tell their secrets Never let on Kill them slowly Never let on thats all for now more to come later im sure
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Hey. thats not good at all. i am really sorry. but it will get better i promise. i totally understand what your going through. you aint alone. take care sweatheart. xxJoexx
i saw a comment u has on someone's page about how u would rather be cheated on then dumped for no reason. same here...cuz i've been dumped for no reason before. well actually twice. lol. this guy said i was too much like him..thats a lame ass excuse. and this other guy didnt even call to break up with me. in fact, he just quit talking to me altogether. so all in all, that makes u feel shittier then having a real reason.