havent written in a while been busy with work and the play and school. i had a panic attack yesterday and i was so scared and freaking out cuz i'm soo stressed right now...this time of year is really hard for me with him not being here an its being made even harder with work and what not. its all stuff i just cant take anymore. sometimes i just wanna uit my job because its sooo stressfull and it drives me crazy some days. to all who havent heard the shrink diaganosed me as clinically depressed....what a fucking dumbass! ne who on the brighter side of things i went to smiths house last night with pam. it was really really fun! they had a marshmellow eating contest and andy soooo lost he was pukeing at 26 marshmellows and then pam and marek(whos really cute) ate 60 and then marek was like i think i'm gonna be sick and he threw up and then pams like i can do this n she ate another which means 61 marshmellows and shes like i soooo fucking win!!! it was great i had such a good time and i met smiths friends their sooo good looking the kid has hotties for friends lol! andy and marek are now pams bitches! soo fucking great. n then pam threw a mellow at andy and it started this HUGE ASSED marshmellow war it was sooooo fuckin hularious wow sooooo much fun last night it was worth calling in sick! kristina