i jusy realized how much i miss my friends. I miss them sooo much. I remember when I was little, and I'd always know whenever my one of my brothers friends had a girlfriend. I would never see them until a breakup would take place. But now I find myself in that very same position. For at least a month every friday and saturday has been devoted to colin. I mean, ya, of coarse I like to hang out with colin...but I totally miss my friends. I mean, ya Colin does know me pretty well...and I feel like i can act however I want when I'm around him, but theres just something special about hanging out with ur girls. All hell breaks loose. I need that. But i dont know...tommorow is a new day- but its Sunday. I got hw to do. thats all I really do on Sundays- homework. Jeeze I just cant wait! haha no. Well...thats it. ~Amanda ps- its amazing how shallow people can be sometimes...when they dont even know it