Why is it me that always gets the asshole boyfriends? Yah, last night would have been a good time if Colin hadn't been such an ass. Maybe it's just me, maybe he really wasnt being an ass, but I need to talk to Marisa. Freaking A. I was thinking this morning, whehter or not I am still up for this, and how I freaking need to be treated with some respect. Ugh...i dont even want to talk about it. But the fact that Sara and Heston and Marisa and T-Fords relationships are like perfect, and mine and Colins is like in a blender, is killing me. Man. Yesterday was really hard. Im really gonna miss all them seniors. We had this whole goodbye to all of the Seniors in my drama class, and I was trying sooo hard not to cry. Im gonna miss Nikki soooo much. Shes like my big stister. Ugh. Im also gonna miss the volleyball boys. Hickle, Josh,Phil...all of em. Man, and Josh signed my yearbook yesterday, and it meant a lot to me what he wrote, and I have a new found respect for him. That's all. Please comment and tell me what to do about Colin. Im so lost.