yup. all i can pretty much do right now is laugh. so im gonna laugh.hahahahahhaa. funny funny funny. I never ever ever ever knew that being single could seriously be THIS much fun. im turning into a freaking player. who would have thought. certainly NOT me. yeaaa. two guys. maybe three. lets call them guy #1 and guy #2 and guy #3. Heres the info Guy #1: yahhh this is the one i want...and oh mannn. and the thing he he really doesnt have anything to do with my ex-boyfriend...kinda hangs out in a different crowd. which is a plus. i hung out with him and hes the tightest guy...and i didnt think about you-know-who once. definatly got some points there. all i wanted to do was jump on him. hahaha Guy #2-hmmm. i actually wanted him...at one point. not anymore.no no no. my eyes are on guy #1 :)/ anyways. hes more in relation to colin...man im so trying to keep this on the dl...but i know some of you will know who these boys are. whatev. but yea...i hung out with him too...but all i could really think about was the ex...so that wasnt good. Guy #3-hhahaha. all i can do is laugh. ive actually had some what of a past with this kid. but he talked to me a a few days ago...he said he wanted to go on a date. he called today actually. haha. man there really isnt much to say about this but yea...im enjoying it. but i know its gonna suck cuz im gonna have to just somehow maybe possibly let the other guys down....uhhh. wow i sound so fucking cocky. whatev. im not. i really dont care what all you people think...i just really care what i think. i mean, i WISH i could be cocky. but anyway. yea. its been kinda fun balancing all these guys...hahaha. wow. im done. i really should stop all this but i still miss him. its hard moving on. hopfully guy #1 will make things better. how things are with him right now kinda remind me of when colin and i first started out. so i know not to worry...cuz maybe things will work out. and i wont have to stay attached to this colin boy. but im still scared. i really DONT want to get hurt in any way possible. but like t ford said...there is no such thing as a good breakup. but what the hell am i saying! im not even in a freaking relationship right now. im in a really ramble mood. ramble ramble ramble. fun stuff! haha catch ya later ~Amanda