dude. I feel like I'm in seventh grade again. I'm really starting to like this guy. (Guy numero uno) He's probally one of the nicest guys in the world. And hes not a horny bastard. Like you-know-who. shhhhhh. I never said that. ;). anyways. I seriously can't stop giggling. I was scaring myself last night when i got home, I was squeeling. what the fuck. like i said, i feel like im in seventh grade. So you'd think that everythings alright, right? Haha. Being a player (not really) can actually be a very difficult task. I really dont know what the hell to do about guy #2. Everything thinks I like him, including him, but i seriously dont. I really DONT know what to do about it. He keeps calling..wanting to hang out, and I always have to make up lame excuses. I feel bad, but whatever. Things would never have worked out in the first place...especially with the colin issue. Speaking of Colin, I actually find it very very humorous that he really doesn't have any clue that I'm uhhh I dont know...lets say im in relation to guy #2. dude. and hes one of colin's best friends...hes gonna hear lots of shit when he comes back. and maybe things w/ guy #1 will get better...who knows whats gonna happen...but that poor boy is gonna be like what the hell when he starts hearing crap. I'll just sit back and laugh, I'm flying high. I officialy concluded that this entry really sucks...but whatev...who cares. :) on one last note...I looked somewhere else for shoes. I found some...and they fit damn well. Peace ~Amanda