freakin a! i can't stop writing in my diary. im addicted damn it. "Your Body Is A Wonderland" now gives me mad chills. Healthy chills. Whos ever heard of healthy chills? Maybe they are as good for you as carrots are. Im so weird. Tell you where you need to go Tell you when you'll need to leave Tell you what you need to know Tell you who you need to be But everything inside you knows Says more than what you've heard So much more than empty conversations Filled with empty words And you're on fire When He's near you You're on fire When He speaks You're on fire Burning at these mysteries Give me one more time around Give me one more chance to see Give me everything You are Give me one more chance to be... (near You) Cause everything inside looks like Everything I hate You are the hope I have for change You are the only chance I'll take When I'm on fire When You're near me I'm on fire When You speak And I'm on fire Burning at these mysteries these mysteries... I'm standing on the edge of me [x3] I'm standing on the edge And I'm on fire When You're near you I'm on fire When You speak (Yea) I'm on fire Burning at these mysteries... love that song. thanks for kind of introducing me to switchfoot shelbs... yah well the begining of the song tells a lot about one conversation i had up at the lake. all i know is it hurt. i hate the image i put out. i hate what people percieve me to be. ive thought about it...but i really like who i am. and im not gonna change it to make other people happy. i wanna be me. not what people want me to be. the last part of the song kinda relates to another situation...*giggles* i've thought shit loads up in reno/tahoe or wherever i was. ive asked myself a lot of questions like maybe....why me? okay dude...yah i know tyler has a repuation of leading girls on...but that really doesnt matter to me really. i live in freaking ventura. but anyways...i've seen pictures of tyler's ex-girlfriends. Even met them. They are drop dead gorgeous. What the hell does he see in me? Sometimes i just don't understand some things. Just little old me. I'm really nothing special... thats all for now. i know all be back. hah -amanda