After school, me and Emily chilled outside with Doug. Then me and Emily went to David's. David, Barrett, Bobby & Jason were chillen in a tent in front of the shed. Ha.. It was way cool. We smoked 4 nigger blunts, 2 joints and 3 or 4 bowls. Amazing. And I still feel fucking good. Bob called a little while ago and said he wanted to talk. So I called him when I got here (I'm sleeping at Sarah's tonight because my parents have to leave at 6 for my brother's surgery tomorrow and I can't wake myself up in the morning) and he ran over here. He was like, yeah this is gay and weird but like I like you alot and I was wondering if any of those feelings are coming back in this direction [meaning do I like him]. I was like, yeah you're cool and all... And before I got to finish, he was like awesome that is so cool because I really like you alot. And he kept saying it. I was guna just tell him that I don't think anything would work out.. But he didn't let me. And it sucks because now I have no idea what I'm supposed to do. Fuck me! Damnit. I don't wuna keep leading him on, but I don't wuna hurt him. Hes never had a girlfriend before and hes never even liked anyone. Fuck. Aaaaaah! Iduno I really don't feel like worrying about this right now. Or ever, but I got to some time, I guess. Advice needed ahora por favor. I'm guna go chill. Update more later.. Maybe. Peace.