So yeah. I took adderall the past two days. And it made me think. Alot. Especially today since I didn't do shit & I don't remember alot from last night. And it was the kind of thinking that makes you depressed and just fucking sucks. And this is what I came up with. MENTALLY 1. I'm paranoid. 2. I think too much. 3. I think too deep into things. 4. I get too attached to alot of things way too easily. 5. I'm scared of so many things. 6. I'm indecisive. 7. I get freaked out entirely too easy. 8. I'm whiney. 9. I'm inconsiderate. 10. I fuck up alot. 11. I'm scared to lose anything I have left. 12. I'm a bitch. 13. I don't deserve anything I have right now. PHYSICALLY *No need for me to make a list when I could sum it up with one word. Everything. And I also realized that I don't like adderall for this reason. I hate thinking. Fuck.