Listening to: nothing
Feeling: awake
i found this entry i wrote like last year in one of my old journals. and strangely enough, it's still fucking true. yeah, things went back to normal since then, but now, i really don't think they are.
people change.
when you think you know everything there is to know about a person, they change. it happens all the time.
sometimes, they change and it's a good thing. but usually, its worse than before.
i don't understand it. i can't understand it.
and i think the worst part about it is that they don't even realize it. so if you say something, they're just guna deny it.
either they really don't realize that they've changed completly, or they do it just to piss you off.
it's kinda funny though...
how just one little thing can totally rearrange a person.
and they never go back to the way they were.
and that changes everything.
from the person, to the people around them, to ...just everything.
nothing's ever the same.
and i wish it was....
but there's nothing i can do about that except get over it.
and the thing is, it happened to fucking fast this time. and i'm not the only person to notice either. but really, what the fuck can i do? that's how it's guna be from now on, fuck it.. whatever. i can't do anything to change that. i just think it's fucked up.
the end.
~emilia