sarah called this morning at like 8:03 and said she was outside of my house and she was bringing me to school today because my mom called her from work and said i needed a ride. sarah was about to leave and i had just woken up so i ran to the door to let her in and ran back in my room to get dressed. on the way back to my room i ran into the door in the hallway and thought i just stubbed my toe. when i got in my room and started getting dressed i looked down and there was blood on the floor. i lifted up my pants and my toe was covered in blood. i freaked out and screamed because i was up all night crying last night because of everything that happened yesterday, i didn't get much sleep, i was guna be super late for school and my foot was bleeding hellabad. i called maurice to see what to do but he didn't answer. my mom called i guess to see if i was ready or whatever and i told her what happened. she said to rinse my foot off and finish getting ready. i went in her bathroom (and dripped blood down the hall and everywhere i walked on the way there) and as soon as i got in the bathroom sarah's mom honked the horn. i told her just to go and i'd find another way of getting to school. she left and i screamed and cried more. i called my mom to see what to do about getting to school and she said she was guna call me a cab. she called back and said she couldn't get one and i had to walk. maurice called and i told him what happened. apparently, he had already talked to my mom and she only told him i was late for school and not that my foot was bleeding and fucked up. he came home to look at my foot and took me to some clinic on west esplanade and we sat there for 2 hours to find out that i needed stitches and for them to tell me they couldn't give them to me. so we went to east jefferson and sat there for 2 hours. doctor gave me a shot in my foot for like 5 minutes with this big ass fucking needle and it hurt like hell. then i got x-rays and whatnot, but there was nothing broken. went back in the other room and he was fuckin with my foot.. i didn't know what he was doing because the shot numbed it and i didn't wuna look cuz i felt alot of pressure. he pulled my fucking toenail out and it bled like hell. they wrapped my foot up with big ass fucking bandages and shit and its still bleeding i think. then me and maurice went to denny's to get food then came home and i took a nap and started drinkin alot of water. at like 4 my mom came home and woke me up to take me to get a drug test with her. i had to piss in a cup and this black lady was standing there watching me. it was discusting. there was a "trace" of thc in it, which isn't bad and worked out how it was supposed to if i had been telling the truth, that the last time i smoked was over mardi gras. so that went better than i expected. then me and my mom went to cvs to get me some yummie pain killers then home. i get my cell phone back friday, i can go out this weekend and whatnot, i can't go out during the week until we get report cards (which i already got, they just don't know that) and if i have anything lower than a c, i still can't go out, but c's and higher, i can. (i have 3 c's and 3 d's) they're randomly drug testing me now which fucking blows ass. michael came over tonight and i feel better. today has gone from being complete shit, to worse than complete shit, to pretty cool. and it all happened so fucking fast. i still don't know what the fuck to think about all this shit... exhausted now... pills + sleep = :) 2 days till spring mother fucking break, bitches!