right, so i don't know whats wrong with me. i've been completly blah all day. fucking... i don't know. i hate it. this weekend kinda sucked. last night, i tripped. it sucked. drunk people fucked it up completly. i think i'm not drinking anymore. only freaked out when i was by myself. duno why, but it was cool. parents came home today, bad mood because of them. and iduno, some people are just dicks. oblivious dicks. thank you though. sorry, i'm cynical right now & pissed off. why, i do not know yet. but i am. need to talk to someone, but don't know who to talk to and no one seems to much feel like talking. so yeah, sleep maybe? later..