i only cried once... sort of

i only cried once, but no tears fell. they just welled up in my eyes as i was driving out of austin. over the park... aw. out of westlake... aw. through downtown... aw. but i never cried again, if that even counts. almost cried... got a little teary-eyed when the family hugged me goodbye and i walked away. but yes. success. i'm moved in. i'm here. i'm a little sketchy as to the details of these few days before the schedule of classes, and chances are i'll still be a little shaky when those start up. sometimes i don't like those kinds of freedoms, because i know i'll manage to ruin things that way. yes. this is a worrisome thought in my mind... don't mess this up, lindsey... no one can cover for you here. oh well... hopefully my true ineptitude won't shine through for a while yet. all in all, a good thing. I LOVE MY NEW FROUNDS, I MEAN, FRIENDS!!! ESPECIALLY STEVEN/STEVE!!! GO CATHOLICS!!
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Rock on, Lindsey. You're from Texas--how could you not be awesomely cool?

Right...

But really, good luck with classes and things. And you'll do fine with your new-found freedom.

Have a great day.

*Ash
You can't possibly mess it up! You're gonna have a great time. Glad the whole initial moving in went well. Can't wait to talk and see how your doing. See ya!
[Anonymous]
oh my love!!! where art thou? i miss thee so! i am going to cry if i don't converse with thee soon. please don't make me cry!
-XOXOXO
EVAN
[Anonymous]
god damn it lindsey, stop doubting yourself! just live, ok?
[Anonymous]
=)
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