maybe i'm being too optimistic

i've spent the last four years cursing my innocence and my unshakable naivete, and even more their tenacity. now that they threaten to leave me, i almost don't want to see them go. i think i like them... i don't know... i'm afraid of how the world will look without the rose-colored glasses and the daffodils in my pockets.
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// hold fast to your optimism, i pray / my train of thought departed at approximately 2:13 p.m.--if and when my thoughtless breathing, prototypical heartbeat, muscle movements to ruined-cuticle fingers to keyboard memorization have steadily hastened its pace to meet on point with mind--i will write in continuance / til then, i bid you fare well // (you will find the like) - dan - i'm missing our late night conversations...
Don't ever listen to brothers.

*Ash