the reality of nightmares

i had a dream the other night. no one would have sex with me, no matter how hard i tried. and man, i was really trying... (read: i was being a massive ho) but nope. not a damn thing. it was sad. a very very sad and true nightmare. why no love for lindsey? i ask myself this every day. no answer yet. damn it all... not even sleep can shield me from the lonelies. stupid life...
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You seem like such an awesome girl. So it must not be you, then, it must be the boys. Boys are stupid.

*Ash :-)
Living love comes in the direction of those who believe it.

Of course, sometimes it just falls into our laps without reason, or fades without notice.

Believing yourself usually makes loving much more easy.

Someone is going to come into your life and make it awesome.

So many paradoxes.
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speaking of love and falling into laps... i have decided that boys, especially the beautiful ones that are so easy to fall in love with, only like whorey girls with no brains that like to hurt the poor pretty boys' hearts. stupid stupid icabod.... stupid me
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