i want to type out something that will make you think, make you look at things differently, or just make you smile. i want to affect somebody, because i feel like a weightless drifter in my own concrete life. missing: one muse. if found, please contact me. i find myself unable to offer a description, as this being remains forever out of sight. life has always been my muse, but lately, in spite of the life that's unfolding in front of me, i find nothing worth writing about. and there are deadlines, and minor crises, and functions to attend, and my how the time flies. near misses and close calls, and the swan song that will no doubt be lost on the wind. that's okay. i'll just fade out of the life i've been occupying for the last four years. rather fitting, considering my unnoticed entrance. oh well. further proof that i am invisible. it will be vindication enough if i creep into their thoughts even fleetingly when i am gone and they are stuck here, though an unlikely occurrance.