I've reached that stage again. I hate this stage I hate it The part where I feel like I need to be with Him to be happy. I hate this feeling I feel so useless Where if I'm not around Him, I feel like I can't smile. I can't be happy. I want to go to bed and stay there forever. Why? Why does it always happen? I don't like it. I hate it. Sometimes I wonder Does he really have my ¢¾? Or do I? I am selfish I am a user I am not right for you I am not right for anyone I can't help but wonder. How long? How long will this feeling last. How long until I feel like I want to move on again. How Long I'm not capable of love I miss you && I'm so sorry I love you. I think I lied And I'm so alone. ~Katie