i can't tell if we're coming closer together or further apart.

i think i get it. i mean i really do, i just don't know what to do about it. i am spending a lot of time feeling like a lumbering idiot which is stupid because i am neither, and objectively i know that.

why does it feel like for all the things you tell me that you never have, there's 10 more you keep secret?

i don't know

i'm being weird and i should stop

okay stopping. going to go shopping and spend money again.

~katja