I don't even know what to think anymore. I miss him. I miss it. I miss everything. I want to go back couple weeks. It was perfect. Everything was perfect. He should be getting off the boat. I need his hat. I need support, and I don't know where to look for it, cause what I lean on is leaving, and it's gone, and I'm so lost, and I'm so confused, and I feel hurt, but I shouldn't because that's just stupid, it's not like there's anything there anyways. Just. No. ~Katie