I love you. I mean it, I do, I will support you in every way I could possibly think to do so

but god i am just

i am so exhausted sometimes. I can't--I don't know how to shoulder your burdens and mine, and I'm trying but it's hard and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't help you, I don't know what to do except offer advice that you won't take because you've already written it off. I don't know what else to do and it's wearing on me and I am so sorry.

I don't know how to fix it because I never had to fix myself like this--the fixing I did, doesn't apply to you. All I can do is offer you advice and--that's it.

I'm sorry.

~Katja