I'm completely spamming SitD today, but whatever. Once in a while, my mom knows how to do something right. Edit: I saw a glimpse of my dark place again today. I'm terrified of it, and I don't ever want to go back there. I remember the feeling, and it's horrifying. Today pushed me to the edge. But I'm better now. It's funny how faking a smile for some people you don't even know is oddly therapeutic. And I figured out where I'm playing hockey next winter. But it'll be without Maegan, and I don't know...it's going to be weird. I've lived 2 minutes away from her for more than half my life at this point, and she won't be there anymore. That's weird. oh well. ~Katie