I love you Amy. I love you incredibaly much. You are so amazing. And goodness...I'm crying but anyways. I wish I was there. I wish you were in Logan. What I would give for it to go back to the old times. Back to 2 summers ago. He came to my class again. It's like going back in time. I can see us in the sun. Swimming across the pool, back and forth, back and forth. You and I were so happy. Look at us now. There's a hidden sadness. Dark Circles under our eyes. I miss you. I miss the old days. I hate change. I remember thinking you were lying. I thought you would always be there. You are always there for me yes, but not there in person where if I need to I can run to your house and cry on your shoulder. I Love you. You mean so much. You saved me. Thank you. You still save me. ps. divorce(can't think of the official word!)your parents when you turn 16 and live with me.