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Feeling: yucky
Today was...okay? I don't know what to say. I slept all of second hour. We had 2 hour delay. I still woke up at six. I cried into my pillow for an hour and 15 minutes. I'm so scared. And confused. What do you say to someone when they're hurting so much and you know it's all your fault? Nothing? I could definitely use some help here. I don't understand why I can make such horrible decisions on somedays. I also don't understand how they can seem so good from one of my perspectives and so horrible from another. I think I have a multi-personality disorder. LAKSDJFLKASJDLFKJASLKDJFO9IWIEFMALSDIFILAKDJF ALDJFLOVELAJSDLFKJALSDFJLASDJFYOULAKSJDFLJASLMY ALDKJFLASDJLLIZIKIGERLKAJDLKJFAL. Yeah...*sigh* Slap a stickynote to my forehead, labeled loser for life. Thank you my dear. -------------------- I wrote poetry like crazy today. Look into my boring green eyes and tell me that you really think I'd forget you. Don't lie to my face. -------------------- My neck hurts. -------------------- LOOKIE AT THE PRETTY PICTURE!! Awww. Scott had fun obviously.
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Don't beat yourself up over it. Life can throw some pretty awful stuff your way. The key is to be strong, and let people know what bothers you. I think if you are more open with your feelings people respect you more, not to mention they understand you more. I hope things get better for you :) *Hugs*
-Kristin
Hmm, The Starting Line is lovely :) What other music do you like?

I'm probably going to just hang out at home and talk to friends on the computer tonight. I've already finished my homework :p

On weeknights I really don't have a life
My s/n is Kristin5389 if ya wanna talk sometime.