ok so today not that exciting. i saw that totally cool gay guy again in the library this morning when i went to get a new book. he asked if he could use my mirror and then was asking me if it looked ok. lol i need to find out his name. so anyways at lunch i was in a bad mood so i hauled off and read in the library cuz im a book nerd now. idk why but ive just been reading and reading. PMS sucks and i think its one reason ive been miserable the last week. i had to get blood taken today. it wasnt bad cuz i dont mind it...i only wish i was old enough to give blood to the red cross. i got my bio books ((there are THREE)) but we get to keep 2 at school but of course we have to lug around the one that weighs like 100 pounds. this morning it was raining and i was just standing at the stop like a loser in the rain...and the only umbrella i could find in like 2 seconds was this puny care bear umbrella i bought for a dollar just cuz it was cute lol. so i gave up and just closed it...then ryans mom was like "why dont you come in here with us" cuz she was sitting in the car with ryan. i felt bad cuz i think he felt uncomfortable because he was really quite while me and shirly just talked. i dont think he should feel uncomfortable to talk with me i mean weve known each other for EVER and now we go to school together. but i have a little homework but i got like massive quizzes and tests coming up aleady. Vocab test tomorrow, geography quiz on...tomorrow lol, Drivers Ed test friday, spanish quiz...ugh do they realize that its only like a week into school!? im like EGHAUSTED ((now that is DEFINATLY not spelled right lol)). i think they should make school like 9-4...id prefer that. hopefully tonight ill get some sleep. i woke up this morning and it just felt like i was dreaming until i hit the rain outside lol. well im off to my homework *yay* SIKE lol