ok i just had my first panic attack...

this is kindda stupid but ever since i was little i have been afraid of spiders. now im not just talking about not being able to touch them i cant even look at them. if its tiny i can kill it myself i just have to wait for like 30 mins. to make sure its not gonna jump on me ((stupid i know))... a couple months ago i slept on the couch for almost 2 weeks because a spider crawled on my bed and i couldnt find him ((he walked out about 2 weeks later when katie and jess were here and they FINALLY got me to kill it! it took me about 10 min and a small breakdown before i would do it)). *and just now i saw a HUGE one in my house and i had a panic attack. it really scared me and i couldnt breathe for like 5 min. i was crying so hard, and i couldnt breathe, i couldnt even tell my mom where it was so she could kill it. now i feel bad for anyone who has them regularly because i couldnt handle that again. man it makes me cry just thinking about it...
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yuo probably have aracniphobia (or how ever the hell you spell it) I'm like that when i am in a completely dark room with someone else and i don't know where they are. I start screaming adn hitting at nothing. It's weird.
that happend to me last year when I came home and there was a spider on my roof. my mom had to rush home from work to save me from it.

last year at school, we had to go to this field thing with tall grass, bound to have ticks.
As we were leaving, someone noticed I had one on my sock. I freaked out and screamed for someone to take it off and they all just watched me freak out and finally my friend Gabby, laughing so hard flicked it off.