I'm always cold. And i think my house is insulated with ice. The only time i was truly content with my body temperature was when i was in Mexico. I was probably really hot most of the time, but I was too ultimately relaxed to even acknowledge it. Ahhh, I want to go back so bad. But since thats not really an option, atleast I've got this awesome memory I can always go back to--- snorkeling in the clear ocean with white sand looking down at pretty fish that I actually wasn't afraid of. *sigh* Anyway, weatherman says there's a big snow storm on its way tonight. As long as there is snow, then the cold weather has a purpose. ---- Whhhhat a weird dream? Haha, I remember it so good.... My family was making me mad. So I was going to run away. But i had to be really catious about it because it's illegal and the cops would fine me 1 million dollars if they saw me. So I was planned out my whole trip. I bought a train ticket to Canada, but I wasn't going to ride the train. I was just going to attach myself to the top of the train so the cops couldn't catch me. And I packed my bag extra carefully. All i brought was my mp3 player (and the charger for it), a pair of clothes, a water bottle, and my N64 system with 2 controllers (in case I found someone who wanted to play). Not sure why N64 was included. I don't even play it anymore. But i should. 007 rocks big socks. --- I want to go to a heavy metal concert. And mosh with big scary guys who have goatees and harley davidson motorcycles. -- This past weekend helped me to realize that I've got a few friends in my life that no matter how times change, they stick around strong. Carly, Rob, Court, Ritter- to name a few. Time and distance never seem to effect our friendship. As far as I can remember, I've known these kids. And as far as I can remember, I can spill my heart out to them anytime and they'll listen. And they'll tell me their stories. It's like we can continue on our own seperate ways-- but there is this constant, existing reassurance that we can always cross over to eachothers' at any time needed and share thoughts and just have fun. It's certainly good to know.