Never be the same again.

Listening to: Guster- Fa Fa
Oh lovely lovely. Fucking lovely. Let's just say that Boy A, who happens to be the boy I've been crushing on hard for nearly half a year has decided to go and have drunken, unjustified sex with Girl B, who is a good friend of mine. Also included are Friends C and D were just going to avoid me finding out at all costs. Wow people are shitty. Yes, people-- not friends. I don't call any of these people friends any more. They are shitty. They are the people who I don't want to be associated with. Furthermore, I think alcohol is the devil and if i hear one more excuse that it was due to drunkness--- I might go on a rampage and throw alot of stuff. Including People A, B, C, and D out of the window. Thank you. Anyway. Today was a beautiful day after I got over the shock which hit me at precisely 7:40 this morning. The sun was out, I layed out on my roof, I got to hang out with my smilemaker Katie, and I got freaking BRAND NEW BIRTHDAY ROLLERSKATES. AND I fell in love with Rick from Anchorman. I'm wearing them right this moment, as I'm sitting here typing. I'm happy about them. I want to rollerskate all over the world-- far away from this BULLSHIT which is teenage drama. Thank you again. Last but not least, I hope they are all real happy knowing that their actions cannot possibly be justified to me. I hope they are are all real happy knowing that this proves their character is well--- BAD. Goodnight. I'm going to sleep. I'm going to have a good week. My birthday is on Thursday. And I just looked at the forecast which predicated Thursday to be the nicest day of the week with a high of 65 and the sun will be a'shining. ---- Auto response from Feff0906: Please everyone! Take your hits! Fucking be as cruel to me as you want. I dont give a fuck anymore and I've got my new birthday rollerskates and that's all I need to be happy in this world. KatieD6589: n u got me too I love that girl.
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hey steph, it's ash. I just thought i'd let you know, the teenage bullshit doesnt go away after high school. It's sad. :( but you'll like IUP.
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Blah, that's an absolutely terrible thought. I guess it's reality though, and thanks for making me aware of it so that I don't think college is going to be this mature fun fest. Lol. Cya around ash.