Serious stuff has happened. And yeah I've felt heartbroken. But I rarely ever shed a tear. The only tears I cry are happy tears or laughter tears. But then, we lose a stupid lacrosse game yesterday that I wanted more than anything to win. And I cried hysterically in front of a ton of people. Seriously, how does that work?! I'm so messed up. I'm too competitive or something. Anyway, when I got home my parents gave me a ring? They said it was just a little gift to show how proud of they were of me or something. I mean, thanks. That was really sweet. But... What is that about?! Is it just so weird to see me cry that people feel the need to go get me crazy gifts? Can't I just shed a few tears over a stupid lacrosse game? Must I always be so emotionless? Gosh forbid I ever cry. Not me, oh no way! It's not allowed.