Confidence. I often confuse with cockiness. Modesty. I often confuse with lame. Myself. I often confuse. --- I'm living for our awkward embraces and the simple, strange instant where it becomes something so comfortable. I do like this boy. --- I need Italy to get here faster. I am getting way to excited. Only less than a month. I hate to have countdowns, because then i tend to get too much hype and get lost in time and forget about the present. But damn.. Italy. It deserves the hype. I've never left North America and soon I will be on another side of this big freaking planet. I hope this is the start of a ton of travels to come. All I want to do is travel. I'm sick of being conditioned in lame Baldwin. I want to seeeeeeeeeee. I wanna chill with some African tribe. Hike up a European mountain in those sweet snowboots. I want to sing karaoke with some Japanese kids. I want to get drunk in Ireland. I want to surf in Australia.