I love this song, enough to compare my love for it to my love for Ewan McGregor. That's a whole lot of love. Trust me, I melt for Ewan's smile. He's my boyfriend. Well, I can dream anyhow. --- A not-so-fun week, to be blunt. We lost three lacrosse games this week. Losing isn't fun, and it's worse when you are a competetive person like me. I took each loss really hard. I can't help it. It's frustrating when you work your ass off, only to get brutalized by prissy, rich shits. Anyway, atleast it's a somewhat physical sport and I can attack people (even if I get called). Plus, school pounded me with work. Summer needs to get here faster than 300,000 km/s. The speed of light! Whoa!? I learned something in physics? It can't be. Then this morning, I failed my drivers test for the first time. My parellel parking was a little bit off and I couldn't find the windshield wipers. C'mon! WINDSHIELD WIPERS! I could find everything but those damn things. So my nerves took control, and my hands went crazy and started pushing buttons. My instructor kept saying 'No, not that button. Try again.' After turning on a bunch of flashing and beeping things, he could clearly see that I had no idea where they were. I guess it's okay. I'll get it next time. I don't have a car or money anyhow. --- After a bad week and then failing my test, I came home and layed in my bed and I cried for about 5 minutes. Then something sort of hit me and I talked some sense into myself. I thought, 'You're acting like a little, emo kid. Nothing is THAT bad, you're blowing stuff out of proportion. Get the hell out of bed and cheer the fuck up.' So i listened. And the rest of my Friday ended up amazing (besides the gazillion sprints at practice). I'll write about it, along with the rest of my weekend, soon enough. I know this blog is just dying to know! I'll leave you in suspense! Muhahah. --- I'm feeling a little more confident about my pictures. A few people said I'm inspiring them to start taking pictures. I think that's awesome. Everyone should take pictures of everything everywhere. Whoa, over-enthusiasm lol. Ashley, a fellow townshipper who I recently got acquainted with, told me they get her feeling something. I can't even begin to express how happy I was to hear this from her. That's exactly my motivation. To capture feeling. Rob gave me this book of photography (thanks again) and all those pictures inspire me to get better. So, I talked to my Mom and she said I could take photography classes over summer. She's supporting my interest. I think it's because it's one of those things she's always loved too but never got around to going anywhere with it.