i dont even know how to describe today i feel so empty inside like there is nothing left....i cant think about this write now i am gonna explode if i keep thinkin about it... hmmmmmm sarah gave me just what i wanted for christmas and that was.....a jar of pickles hehe i love my sarah!! and i thank her so much for the jar of pickles and skittles and the teddy bear, i hope she loves her present! and me and karen are going to try pickles and ice cream together hahah yummmmmm wow emptyness merry christmas