im not really in a bad mood. but im not excited either. im more sick and i want to sleep.
I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
"I may be laying down in the gutter ... but Im staring up at the stars*:."
edit
dont feel like making a new entry.
this day fucking sucks.
so did yesterday.
and i have to go to the doctors today. i hate the fucking doctors.
i like hate.
and i really dont want to go but my mom is making me.
so what my headaches and stomachaches are abnormal
im fucking abnormal!
i just want to go home and sleep thats all i want too do.
blahh i have to do a timeline of my life.
yea nothing important has happend in my life.
i cant think of anything!
how sad is that?
i just want this pounding headache to go away and never come back.
yumm lunch
wow i like how people love to treat me like shit when im fucking SICK and stressing because i have to go to the doctors today is so not my fucking day for shit like this.
ook if you know your fuckin girlfriend is sick and stressed you dont just fuckin make it worse.
ahh fucking men.
*green
yea i just got home from the doctors. i hate te doctors soo much. yea and after brian being an ass, i come online and he IMs me and doesnt even say hi or anything he goes "whats wrong with you today"
yea it was like thanks for listening when i fucking told you i was sick and stressing. whatever. idc. and he doesnt even ask me how the doctors went.
whatever idc.
but yea im on some medication now
i dont know what it is. i zoned out during that part.
theres nothing ever wrong
but nothings ever right
such a cruel contradiction
*greenwhore
just a thought there...
love you.
yeah, guys do suck. but you might as well stick with them, girls are worse.
im sorry you had to go to the doctors and it sucked :( but at least now maybe you wont get sick anymore, right?
i love you too.
or cops. they scare the hell out of me.
anyway...you needa stay after someday this week, its the last full week we got! not that im complainin...lol.
i love you more!