i feel trapped, trapped in a state of mind that i cant get out of i said to myself i would just put things aside,go on living. but you cant do that. my brother is gone. he told me he was going to run away but i didnt think he would actually do it. he told me he would take me with him. he left a note saying he went to michigan with some girl named erica but i know he is lieing. i know my brother better then anyone,he is lieing. my mom is acting like everythings ok,but thats how she deals with my brother. she finds out things from my dad (my brother lives with my dad in Indiana) and she goes on. until were not in her sight. i remember when he went back to jail. she didnt go to work for 3 days she stayed in bed and acted sick but i heard her all night crying. its kinda funny my day started out so good. ---- if you were stranded on a desert island who would you bring (1person)and what would bring (2 things) me i would bring the drummer of jet, some handcuffs and a rope ;) lol mindy comment and tell me hehe