save meby spiffyclocks
Feeling: weird
please give me novacaine numb me from the pain of this decision. why does my mother have to be so fucking stupid i cant talk about this write now, because if i do then i will have to think about it all day i dont want to think about it! i want to pretend i never heard it i want to pretend everything is fine. ♥
___________ ook im not thinking about that..bringing my mind somewhere else.
ook so heres what happend yesterday and the boys and girls club .. me and shannon met lynn and mark up there, when we got there mark was in the gym playing soccer .. it was so cute when he saw me sit down he ran over and kissed me on the cheek and walked away with a smile lol it was soo cute. but then later we went outside and we each had like 3 popsicles (mark took 6 lol) and my hands were full and mark goes hold this for me (his popsicle) and im like umm i cant and he shoves the thing in my mouth lol i was like hmm.. thanks im getting in the shower.. survey time You're on a plane with 20 people...5 of ur best friends r on the plane...who r they? *sarah *brandi *heather *jess *kaykay Horribly...the plane crashes on a small island n u have no clue where u r...u look on the plane to see if anyone survived n ur 5 five friends survived! sadly...none of the other passengers or the pilot made it. u manage to pull out 5 of ur items...everything else is ruined...what did u get?((no electronics)) *clothes *pen *food *lighter *paper You manage to build 2 little huts...who would go in one hut n who would go in the other ((3 in one, 3 in the other)) we all went in one hut because we got too lazy to make a second one While exploring after getting a somewhat good sleep, what animals do u see? *a LYGER *a walking talking fish *a giraffe!! *wild horses * and the lil piggyss On the island...who would be: The boss:brandi cuz she is so smart The one who gets the food:all of us The one who's afraid of dying on that island and never seeing their home again:me and heather The one who builds the huts:heather n jess The one who relaxes:me n sarah lol The one who thinks of ways to get home:brandi u see a plane comin in the distance...how do u try to get their attention? *create a big monsterous fire the goes roar ahhh that sucks...the plane didnt see u at all...oh wait! u see a different plane...what do u do ((has to be a different strategy))? *run around screaming HELP ME IM FUCKIN STARVING sadly...u miss it again....OMG...there is a very hungry animal behind u....which one of ur friends would be the first one to help get rid of it so it doesnt hurt u? i think we would all run and scream Awww thats nice of them...so what do u eat on this small island? vegtables because eating poor lil nemo is mean u see a cruise in the distance n its comin toward the island...what r u feeling? *excitement u watch as the cruise goes to the other side of the island...after taking a minute to wonder..u follow it... as the day is going on u see alot of lights in the distance...as u run toward them u see a building...u find that this is a hotel n that the island u r on is a tourist attraction...after being there a week n almost starving...wat r u feeling? *like an idiot so u go home on the cuise n everyone thinks u guys r so funni bcuz shelter was so close to u...who is the first person u want to see when you get home? *my aunt Why? *cuz shes the best when u get home wat is the first thing u wanna do? *sleep n eat
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hmm...a shower huh? sounds like fun.

can i come too? ;) lol

or is it one of those cold shower things like guys have to take all the time? cuz if it is then me coming might just kinda defeat the purpose...lol

so whats goin on? you seem kinda sad-ish...

dont be sad-ish jade! i love you!!!
aww *hugs times a zillion* well i hope everything works out ok, and you know im here if you need me. and i love the little island survey thingy, lmao.
well...if it would make you happier, then i guess im happy too...

but i'll miss you jade :'( ill miss you heaps and bunches and piles... :'(

but i want you to be happy.

i love you jade...and you BETTER come back...and if you forget me i'll cry...lol ;)
just remember jade, no matter where you go or what happens, we aren't gonna forget you. we'll always be here for you, no matter what. trust me, i'd probly know better then anyone that distance doesnt matter for true friends...it just means you dont see them as much, but when you do it lasts longer.

im just saying this because if living there will make you happier, then dont stay here just for us. we'll always be here when you come back.
i love you ♥
youre welcome, i hope i helped at least a little bit :/

i love you too and YAY SUNDAY!!! how long you gonna be home for? i DEMAND we have a sleepover and plan a mass orgy with only the 3 of us so i can have my feindish ways with you...

ok, so maybe not that, but a sleepover thing could be fun, lol. and should an orgy just happen to start...i promise i wont complain ;)

wow...im sleep deprived, just ignore me, lmao
yay! plans are fun! lol. unless they fall apart, then not so much... :(

but anyway...

i heart you!!!
shes coming home saturday afternoonish i think.

you know...if you want, i can tell her, unless you think its something you need to do.

lmao, you ate it? was it any good? mustve been, i mean, its all gone...i cant find a single piece of it! jeez jade, you coulda saved me some :( lol

♥
yeah, she should hear it from you...but i figured i'd offer at least.

lmao well if it tasted bad you coulda just said so, you didnt have to eat it all just to spare me. i dont want jade eating bad things either!

well im glad at least one person is ok with me talking to kim...paige will probly murder me when i tell her...and barry will be all supportive but disappointed.
BUT i've decided im not gonna let what other people think affect my descisions anymore...so yeah, im talking to kim, lol. i dont things will ever be back to the way they were, but...we're both willing to work on it, so thats something, right?

i love you more!!!