more heartache why not?

god this day was fucking horrible i am just so pissed off and so heartbroken right now. thigs have been just so awful. grr when is this going to fucking end! SARAH LETS REVOLT! "Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs And sit alone and wonder How you're making out But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone Making out. I'm missing your laugh How did it break? And when did your eyes begin to look fake? I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending." I wish you were here with me. I just want to hold you close, touch you, look into your eyes, and tell you everything I feel for you. I would tell you exactly how much you mean to me, and how happy you make me. I'd tell you how much I love to be around you, and how much I miss you when you're away. I would tell you that you're my hero, my savior, my angel, and you're who I've been praying for. But most of all...I'd tell you...I love you. GOD DAMNIT.WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO END IN HEARTBREAK. just once i want everything to turn out good and happy.is that to much to fucking ask for??? HUH? fuck.
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aww :( im sorry *hugs* things will be better soon, i mean, they can only get so bad before they have to start looking up...

trust me, ive been there...

and hey, i have a copy of velvet revolver burned if u still want the CD?

i know its not as good as getting back the guy you love... but sometimes, havin a good song is better than havin a guy, you know?
[Anonymous]
of course im right...im always right ;)

but i know what you mean... its just like, youre at the point where nothing matters anymore except making the pain go away, and nothing else could possibly go wrong, because if anything else does, it will break you...

sound about right?
[Anonymous]
ok, ill give it to you tomorrow if i ever see you...and i have lots of other CDs if youd like me to burn some...i dunno what kind of music you like, but...i feel kinda bad that you dont have good music :( id go nuts without my music, its like, my life....
[Anonymous]
Don't worry...it'll get better soon. It has to.

Heheh, you want a list of all the CDs I have, or all the people I have music for? Cuz I download stuff, so... There's some people I have lots of songs by, but no actual CDs.
[Anonymous]