life

Listening to: AFI
Feeling: torn
Man todays practice was hard. Although i kinda wished had been harder. Like the 50's and 25's were on a kinda easy time. but oh well. I felt like i was going to barg thourgh most of it. But i couldn't tell wether i was the good kinda not feel good like i had worked really hard. Or whether i was just getting more sick. Ok, i have to admitt(sp) i have been telling people for a while that i don't have a crush it is a lie. But i will no tell ANYONE who it is because i don't think it will go anywhere so ya. Its just that every time i am around him i get all nervous and stuff. And i feel stupid when I act myself. But oh well im kinda hoping that it will go away cuase i would really just like to be his friend. But whatever. "Joe i really think its going to ok" "oh and what makes you think that Lucas" "Joe who knows where thoughts come from they just appear" ok that was random Scott rapped my feet today. I thought it was funny. I was have so much fun. If felt really cool in the pool. But then they started to itch underneath where i couldn't reach it. It made me mad. So i ripped it off. I think people were kinda annoyed. Either that or they just thought that i was an idoit. I didn't think that i had any homework and i was so excited! then we get on the 'th Mikly Way' and i was like CRAP! i remebered that oh ya i had some math to do hehe. Poor mikey. "who guled these quaters down" "i did" "what the heck for" "Warren i don't feel the need to explain my art to you" I am so freakin tired. I just want to go to bed but the last time that i did that i ended up waking up at like 9 by my brother. Evidently my family had been looking for me. They had called Chelsea's house and couldn't find me. Who wouldn't of thought just to look in my bed... ok? If like was easy we wouldn't appreciate it. Agent Scully
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Thats cool that you like someone. The only thing is that you need to be yourself, because that is what people find attractive (well except in my case, i am kinda scary when i am myself) So be yourself to this guy because that is the only way to see if he is right for you!
oohhh!!! That's so cute that you get all nervous and stuff!!!! yaaay!! I really want to know who it is!!! It doesn't matter if it won't go anywhere...you can still like him!