so its been a good past two days i'm on my sister's spiffy new laptop, so i'm comfortably on the bed. i like laptops! yesterday, in english i found out that i got the highest score anyone got on our little english essay thing which was quite exciting, considering i like bullshitted it. then we got our personality tests back today, and i got a 12 for one, and 11 on the other so im kind a mixture of both. and those are.. "Dramatic style, the 'life of the party'" and "Self Confident style, the star quality" sooo for dramatic i live through my emotions, i don't hide them, i tell entertaining stories, even if its just about walkind down the hall, i'm bored when i'm alone (definatly). umm i like to have all eyes on me ( idunno?) and it said stuff like i'm invited to all the parties (not true) so it was some true some not, but it made the dramatic person sound pretty cool. and then for self confident, well duh its selfconfidence, all the self things, like self made, self motivated things like that. i like to be the leader (true) and i'm a good manager. but then it seems like both were saying that i'm supposed to be 'popular' but i'm not, so its not all true, but it was pretty close which was cool. then yesterday was also the first practice of badmitton. so i suck at serving, but other than that i'm ok. i just hope i don't get cut cuz that would be embarassing and i'd be muy sad. i have badmitton with lindsday and kim, but i sometimes think that they don't like me anymore or something...or maybe i'm beingstupid ... sotoday we presented our 'what is an american' project in history, and i liked our speech, but of course rex and carly had something to say about it. they made it sound like they hated america and that america sucked, i was ready to say 'ok, you go to ethiopia, and see how you like it' and they were like going against everthing we said, how what we were saying wasn't for all americans (well duH! you are not going to have a perfect country, 100% of the ppl volunteering or something) it was getting ridiculous i was ready to bite his head off. and carly's too cuz she didn't know what she was talking about and was making no good points. w/e ummm took a math quiz...it was ok therese, a girl on my lacrosse team, her mom died last week of breast cancer. i feel horrible, i haven't seen her anywhere yet andi just wanna run up and hug her. her brother is at school, cuz he showed up in my newsaper class. i remember her talking about her mom being in remission or something during practices, and she'd be so happy...it happened too fast. ihate deaths. i only like deaths when they're peaceful and to old people who have lived full lives. mothers shouldn't die! willa and i have started to call each other like every day. i love willa sooo much she's the coolest she makes me feel loved and wanted. and so i' m counting down the days till i go visit her during thanksgiving. and thats gonna be a long time, considering this is the 2nd week of school and i feel like i've been in it for a month! i talked to david last night which was good, considering i thought he had disappeared off the face of the earth. well now i'm going to do math homework...