life is complete when they have pmsy as a mood word. all hail sit diary. so i figured they might kick me out of this diary thing if i don't update. and i got another comment to update. woohoo so i am nfty-sw savp. woot. sucks that josh p. (the former savp) will not give me the tradional clipboard (it has the names of the last 7 savps...pretty cool) just because he got kicked out and is all butt hurt about it and thinks he's bigger than nfty so he's not giving it to me. it sucks. but i'll start my own tradition. school has a week left. every day i just watch the seconds tick by, till the end. i just want it to end. my summer is crazy. i don't even know how i'm going to do it and i'm kind of scared. i'm at swift, then home for 2 weeks, then go to washington d.c. for the savp trip, then mechina in new york, then stay at fmaily in new york for 3 days, then israel for about 5 weeks. then i come home 5 days b4 school starts. don't forget the summer homework...10page outline and 3 page essay...thats just for one class. shoot me in the face. and i really wanna do this lacrosse camp... ay. why do i always have to be so busy. prom was...confusing to say the least. it was just...weird. weird feelings. don't wanna think about it. so much has changed. i feel so different as a person, more of i know myself better. in a few months, i will only have 2 years left of school...but i feel like its 10... i'm still in 5th grade. i did my duty, but alas, a spanish children's book calls. so does my sanity.