this thing has got me in trouble now, more than once. bad hadas for speaking your mind. summer is here. i have one week left before i leave for what seems like forever. 6 weeks away from home. 5 of those without any family or close friends. yikes! in this coming week i must finish my summer homework, PACK my whole room into a tiny suitcase and try to not hyperventilate. i will miss my david! i have not hung out with him...barely. he is just too busy (currently running around vegas probabyl picking up strippers) i will also miss the comforts of home...considering i will be constantly moving. i think this will be a big maturity gig. oh yay! i'm nervous about the savp trip and mechina. i'm worried i won't be good enough or creative enough for them, that they'll all look at me, scoff, and talk fancy sa talk. eek! i miss lax i do not miss school. i love my freedom, no curfew, lisence, friends, no commitments, and fun nights. the clock ticks down till my departure. with every tick, my heart beats faster in anticipation. anticipation of the unknown! onward!