i can never get past the a-words for moods. whatevs man. two more days here. i'm torn between wanting to stay here in israeli paradise, and going back to the comforts of home. speaking of comforts of home, is it possible to be stressed about something in az, halfway across the world? my schedule is a mess, and its driving me nuts. i'm ready to get up and move to saguaro its getting that annoying its ok though, because i should be grateful i can do all these things and get stressed about it. but why start the stress now? we're dropping that subject i still need to get little souviners for people. what do YOU want? i haven't gone out yet while i've been here, like true going out at night, not coming home till 5 am israeli style. sucks. my g-parents don't live close to main telaviv and i'm not a big fan of riding in taxis by myself in a foreign country, well not so foreign i speak the language but i can't draw a map for you. hell, in arizona i wouldn't go by myself in a taxi. tonight, who knows maybe i'll work something out. but even if i don't its not the end of the world. i'm gonna go sulk that summer is soon over. school starts in a week.!