hmmmmm i'm tired but not so mr. blakeman. who probably does not read this but it does not matter as this is my place to say what i please.. i have not talked to mr. blakeman in the last 3 weeks. if anyone remember mackenzie coleman..... i really hope the same thing does not happen, because its starting too at first i kind of layed off always trying to call him, because i thought i was being annoying, as he always had somewhere to go or something to do when i talked to him, so i just kind of let it go. and i guess its true, because i haven't heard from in a while, and i'm tired of friendships where i feel like i'm the only one who cares.... but it makes me sad. tear. life is busy and hectic and chaotic and it sucks. but it can wait for other things. one of these days. where do i stand? i have no idea.