ugh. It was just a plain no-good good for nothing crappy week. it should have been great, almost no homework. not possible for hadas. lets begin with my excellent job at our chemistry lab. I have no idea how, but my brain decided on tuesday to completely block out mrs. d saying that the lab was to be turned in on wednesday, not that we were going to work on it like the schedule said. great. so wed walk in, freak out, and we turn a lab with a fully blank backside. not only that but we had to attach our 'work' i get home and realize i attached some other random sheet of paper and not the work that goes on with that lab. and labs are the biggest part of our grades. HA! not only but i got a 16/20 on a math quiz, which is fine, but it was really stupid stupid mistakes i did. and i wasn't doing well at lax, getting really tired really easily and mat at myself. it seemed like the coaches were yelling at just me, it seemed like i was always doing something wrong "hadas, move! don't just stand there! cut out! i do not see that there are plenty of other girls doing horrible things but i'm just yelling at you!' i know i'm not the best lacrosse player. its so annoying when i don't do well when i know i can. the other girls have just played lax for more than 2 years, or have been on soccer, so their stamina is so much better. i can tell you softball doesn't give you amazing stamina. and then i got sick. just sore throat and bad headache but enough to make me feel like crap and not want to be happy. so i went home early on thursday, and went straight to bed. to completely forget about my piano lesson at 4 o'clock. and i had already missed it last week because of lax pictures and its just horrible to miss so much and my hair has been really staticky lately. grrr! ok that was the complaining part . yay.