I want to die. Right now, death would be a much preferred state of being. My cold has gone from small to make me want to die. I spent all of today sleeping. With a few brief moments of consciousness where I bathed and took medicine. Post Nasal Drip is mine enemy. No school work was completed, and yeah though I have a great deal of it to get done in the next weeks time. Right now, I just don’t care. Please, someone, do the humane thing. Put me down.