I am suffering from the winter blues. I don’t know exactly how or when it struck me, but I know its pretty bad. I stay awake too late, I sleep even later. I don’t get anything done. I'm moody and it’s NOT that sort of moodiness. I'm getting bitched at by my parents about getting a job but the only place really available to me, I don’t want to work there. I understand some people may say ‘beggars can’t be picky,’ well I am not a beggar, I'm just running low on funds. To be honest half the money I earn at the ski lodge goes to buying new clothes to replace the ones ruined there! How is the economically sound? *sigh* I'm just a bit upset. I want to just chill and have fun this break and my father is being a jerk and being snarky by making me feel bad for not looking for a job. His best line so far to day – “So have you found a job yet? No? So, you’re just gonna sit on your fat ass this winter and do nothing like your cousins then? Great, another waste of life in the family.” Mom scolded him for that one, but it still kinda hurts. So, that's me for the moment. Depressed and wanting to just relax and write, and being made more depressed because of my father. I can’t wait till summer. Then at least I can throw him out of the trailer or take a walk and talk to some hot guys for a while; and come August, I am OUT of here! I'm getting excited already. ~ Playin’ the Winter Blues