bleh. just what i fell bleh... im in school and i hate school... we just go so they can teach us useless bits of information that will never be used.. but ya. well i went to nates yesterday and the reason why i didnt write is because as soon as i got home i found out that i was grounded.. no phone...no computer...i cant go anywhere..no one can come over... and i have to come straight in the house after school and stay there.. doesnt my life. suck. so yea...last night i was all lonely... its isnt a great felling.. so ya last night i had a pretty rough night.. today has been different because i got to see my nate and all of my friends! chelea- u know we are going through the same thing; everytime something goes wrong in my house... its blamed on me i guess im her stress reliever or some shit... fuck i dont know... she wants me to be perfect for her.. to be the perfect daughter as she says... but how can i with her doing this to me?!?! rawr that woman pisses me off. i love i you chelsea... i love you nate... i love you jenny... i love you sam.. i love everyone who makes my life worth living!!!bleh. -muah- im outtie