ya im pisses... my stepdad gets mad at me because i tell my mom hes cybering... haha she want give him any... then i find out one of my best friends ever was raped and might be pregnate and if she is her parents will kick her out and i told my mom if they do shes moving in here or either im leaving fuck where ill go but im leaving and taking care of her.. nate will be there to hes as pissed as i am... rawr.. i hate this world.. so very cruel! -sadness- ya... nate came over 4:30 and he just left we watched john q such a great movie and just hung out a bit... and we played truth of dare he humped and pole danced on my light pole in front of my mom dad uncle his gf... and everyone quite funny.. i love that boy ever ever ever so muches... i think more than anyone ever could love anyone i think he feels the same way... i hope so... i feel so so great when im with him!!! muahness. im outtie